`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, April 16, 2007
5:10 PM

我看着你，你瞧瞧我，是不是有一点点可爱。
眼前有一点点的期待，期待着你的爱。

为什么你轻易俘儒我的心，我却难以将你的心理拉近。
终是期待你能偶尔回头鼓舞我追逐德汗水。

人生最过瘾的就是因为它有很多转角。
有的转角很惊险，有的转角充满惊喜。
是惊险还是惊喜，不走过去必然不知道下一个转角你会遇见什么。

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, March 23, 2007
5:02 PM

HaiZ.. ReceNtlY.. i ReaLi StarT To FeeL AloT anD Tink AloT on My PerSonaL StuFfs.. DuNno Is mi Who Is Too SenSitiVe OR it'S thE TruTh tT i DarE noT adMit.. HaIz.. JuZ StarT To FeeL ThaT.. I'm No LonGer ParT Of My Bf'S LiFe.. OnLi FeeL ThaT WhenEveR He'S iN NeeD Of HeLp DeN He WiLl TinK Of Mi.. HaiZ.. i NoE i ShlDnt Say tt WaY.. But tt"s waD i'm FeeLing Nw.. i Noe bOth Of Us iS buSy WorkIng.. n i Noe The WorkIng HrS bTw US is Opp.. BuT.. i JuZ FeeL Tt i'm BeeN negLeCtED.. EveN ThoUgh He Got Msg Mi.. BuT tiS msgS ["i reach home le".. "I End Work le".. "i Start Work le"..] MeaNs WaD..? JuZ a InForm..? or wad..? HaiZ.. DinT EvEn BoThEr To CaLL Mi.. EvEn JuZ a feW MiNs Of TalkIng, it WiLl Oso MakE Mi HappY.. BuT.. HaIz.. To Him.. HiS DailY TimE ScHduEL Is Like MorinG sLp UntiL 530pm or 6pm.. Den gO To Work.. Den Work UntiL MorninG 4+am or 5+am on The NeXt DaY.. N Go HOmE ResT.. anD It Will ConTinuE Slp UntIL the TIMe.. HaiZ.. SomEtImE i ReaLi dOuBt HIS Words When HE SaY He MIss Mi.. Do He ReaLi Miss Mi..?? HaiZ.. I reaLi FeeL So LOST.. MAyB ComapRinG To HIs Work.. I Juz Nth Ba.. Not ImpT At ALL.. EvEry NiTe When i'm alonE i Will Start To tInK Abt my ReLatiOnShip.. HaiZ. ENd uP i WiLL ONli FeeL DePrESs aNd Cry iN HearT Ba.. BuT waD ElSe CaN i Do..? No OnE to Care n CoNcrEN.. No One To SharE mY SoRroW.. Haiz.. EveN When i msg HiM i'm Sick, He onLi ReplY Mi.. " Go See A Doc lor.. " HaiZ.. i ReaLi FeeL TirEd In MaIntaIninG mY ReLatioNshiP AlonE.. But DinT He NotiCe It..? Do He FeeL My Lost..? HaIz.. i DouBt..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, March 09, 2007
10:28 AM

HeeZ... YtD (080307) WaS a SpEcIaL DaY FoR mI N DeaRiE.. CuZ it"s oUr 2yEaR AnnIVerSarY.. HeEz.. EvEn ThouGh On ThuRs (8/3) MoRninG, mI n DeaRiE HaD a HeaTed ArgUrMenT.. buT DeaRiE BouGht Mi fLoWeR To maKe Up.. HeeZ.. As UsUaL He WiLL OnlI BuY 6 RoSes.. whiCh refEr.. " No ComPlaIn, No ReGreT.." EvEn ThoUgH Mi N DeaRiE QuaRrEL OFtEn.. buT StiLL In LovE WiF EacH OthEr.. *..bLuSh /(* '-' *)\ BluSh..* .. As FoR DeaRiE's GiFt i BouGht Him a ShiRt iN a CuTe BoX WiF a CaRd As WeLL as A SmaLL CaKe.. HeeZ.. DeN wE wenT WaLk Ard.. FrM PlaZa SinGaPuRa To FaR EaSt.. AtE Ice-CreaM... FaStFooD...JuNK FooD..

AT NiTe, wE WenT TO HaD OuR DinnEr aT ThE KoPiTiaM.. AtE FrIed FiSh BeeN HooN.. AftEr DinnEr, Mi N DeaRiE WeNt To PlaY PooL.. HeeZ.. So LonG DinT Get To PlaY Le.. CuZ.. No MonEy.. HaHa.. We PlaY FoR 1 HOuR + DeN We Left The PlaCe.. BuT BefOre We WenT HomE.. We WeNt To AtE SuppEr At MaC.. HahA.. DeN i StaY oVer At DeaRiE's HsE..

BuT aT NiTe i DinT GeT To sLp WeLL cuZ DeaRiE waS SICccccKKK.. WheN i slP BeSiDe Him CaN FeeL ThE "waRmnesS" CominG OuT FrM His BoDy.. WORriEd.. So TiS MorNinG I PeI DeaR DeaR GO sEE DoC n Get MC.. CuZ At FiRst DeaR SuPPoSe To WorK.. BuT havIng FeVeR..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, November 15, 2006
10:11 AM

BaCk To mI n DeaR'S PErSoNaL BlOg.. HaIz... SO LoNgg NeVa BloG Le.. DeaR DeaR oSo DinT BlOg.. HaiZ.. ReCenTlY Juz haD a VERI HEATED aRguEmRnt WiF mY DeaR deaR.. boTh Of US CrY AloT.. FeeL SaD n HeaRtBrOkEn.. DeaR deaR.. SoRRy.. i ShlDn't KeEp SaY tT WorD eVeRytImE We QuArrEL n ArGue.. HaIz.. ReaLi SoRRy.. i DuN MeaN WaD i Say wHen We qUaRReL.. JuZ SaY oUt WithOuT TinkIng WhEn i'm AnGry.. SoRRy.. I PRomiSse i WILL noT Say It AnyMoRe.. StiLL LoVinG u.. DuN WaN u To LeaVe Mi..

YtD DeaR DeaR So niCe tO mi.. Come mY WoRkplAce FinD Mi n BouGht mi my FavouRitE SuShi tO Be DinnEr But EnD up To bE SuPPeR.. HeHe.. n We atE iCe CreAM as WeLL.. HeeZ.. So loNg dInt eaT tt Ice CreaM WiF DeaR deaR lE.. Den We tOok PhoTos Of ThE ChriStMas TreE aLonG ThE CitY LinK unDerPasS.. ThE TrEe So TaLL n NiCe Lorz..

TinKinH Abt ChrIsTmaS.. WiLL Be abLe tO CeLeBratE wIf Dear Dear tiS YeaR..?? DinT Get To CeLebRate Wif HiM Last Yr.. JuZ HoPinG We WiLL HavE a MeAnInGFuL NiTe oN ChrIStMas..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, August 09, 2006
11:43 PM

YtD 8 AuG 06, Mi n My DEaRie Are Nw OffIciaLLy toGethEr fOr OnE aNd a HalF YeaR LiaoOO.. WhiCh is 18 mTh aNNiveRSay Le woRZ.. CeleBraTe WiF oNe moRe PerSon.. DeaRiE's PartNer.. SaD~~ HahA.. AnyWay.. i'M StiLL LovinG mY DeaRiE SooOO MuCh... n He'S StiLLL MINE!!!! hEeZ.. hE StiLL TReaT mi aS HiS PrinCeSs..

TodaY iS NaTioNal DaY [ 9Aug 06], Mi WenT o TaKe NeOPrinT WiF mY DEaRiE at CinELeiSurE.. ThE NEoPrinT mAchinE CaN USe to DeSigN SoOO LoNg.. i DeSiGn unTiLL 2 GrouP oF pPl alReaDy FiniSh taKing n DeSign theirS LiaOo LoRZ.. Den i AsK deaRiE : " i TakE VerI Long TimE MahZ..? " DeaRiE SaY :" u saY LehZ..??" HaHa.. DinT ReaLiSe i tOOk SoooO LOnG.. LoL.. SoOO PAiSeH WhEn PpL LookINg At Mi.. haHa..

HaF bEEn PlaYinG MahJonG aT mY Mum'S Hse.. My DEaRiE aLsO goT plaY woRz.. WiN SoO MonEy.. BuT mY PooR DeaRiE.. WiN Le DeN loSe douBlE.. SaD~~.. HaiZ.. Nw i RoTinG At HomE Sia.. WaNna gO WorK n EarN $$ buT.... nO onE WaN to Hire mI.. sAd ArhZ.. HaIz..

*::... ReNa ...::*
*::.. SigN Off ..::*

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, August 08, 2006
11:57 AM

Today, 08-Aug-2006
18 mth le
sweetheart love love you
today
we go K box and eat pizza but got 1 more person
my friend andrew sorry sweetheart
dear dear dont so stress ok
remember to get more rest ok...?
take care wor... since you had just recover from
your sickness..
miss miss you wor..
muackz..muackz...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, July 16, 2006
11:26 PM

HaiZzz.. ReCeNtLy i FeeL SooOO FAN.. DUnNO wHy oSo.. FeEl LiKe i GoT AlOt oF 心事.. BuT i OsO DuNNo wHat ExActLy aRe TheY.. HaIZz.. RecEntLy FeeL ThaT DeaRiE's ParENts LikE StaRt To DiSLiKe Mi Le.. iZziT mY 错觉 oR wAd..?? HaiZz.. If ThaT's Soo.. I ThInk I bEtA StaRT To StaY oR viSiT DeaRiE's HsE LeSsEr Ba.. HaiZz.. HoW ComE ThinGs WiLL BeComE LikE ThIS.. HaIzz.. FeeL SoOO StrESs.. CuZ DinT kNoW WhaT tO Do.. WaNnA DeaRiE tO PeI n Hug mi LonGeR.. it SeEm SoOO EaSier.. BuT tO Mi noW It FeEl LikE It's QuItE HaRd.. DuNNo WhY.. iT SeEm LikE ThErE's StarT To HaF a WaLL Or LimIt tO ThInGs I WaN aNd WaN tO Do.. HaiZZ.. StaRt To FeEl ScArE AnD HaF To ConSidEr MorE ThinG LiaO.. CaNt bE wHaT i UsEd To Be aNd Do WadEva i waN LiaOo.. HaF tO StaRt tO ThiNk oF OthEr PeOpLe's FeEl Le.. hMMmm.. DuNNo whY SuDdeNLy mY hEaRt FeeL SoOO 心酸.. FeeL LikE CryinG badLy Siaa.. HaHa.. CraZy Le Ba.. haIz.. StoPpinG hErE Le.. BuaI BUai..

*:::.. ReNa ..:::*

eNd

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*